So the last eight days have been really good. I just started to slow down on the pure juicing and add in a meal. (Of sorts). I ate a very small helping of broth soup with some kale and squash and one spoon full of peanut better. (Raw). Tonight I am going to slice a very nice aromatic tomato and I will drizzle some balsamic and oil oil over it. My vision quest is not going to cease just because I have been busy, random and yes, a little stressed. Nope. I am going to make a conscious effort to stay in perfect enlightenment and food is the best way to do that while you are making serious lifestyle changes. This is the ONLY way to do it. If you don’t feel well, do not tell yourself that their is nothing you can do. It is not true. Which brings me to………
My cousin. Please pray for him. I am going to reach out to them myself and see if there is anything I can do more than just pray like we all say we will when we see a post….. This man is an amazing person. He is raising lots of babies and his wife and family are amazing. I realized today that I may be sitting here all nice in my pearly little home, (of which I am taxed to death. No wonder it is called a mortgage…….:/ Don’t get me wrong, this is not a complaint in the way that it sounds but I have recently realized that materialism comes in many shapes and forms and that after three months of a $400 LGE bill and a cold bottom floor, well, after a while, working and providing for such superficial things falls way down the ladder of importance. I am grateful that I have what I have but man…….if I would have done things different. And as I am sitting here cozy with heat and fresh water and healthy food around me I find out that all means nothing if you are sick. We do deserve some comforts in life, true, but be careful what you do when you find out that someone needs you and you shy away when you could pay it forward. It’s in the small stuff. And don’t sweat it!
I put my stuff out here and write about deep stuff only because, my heart and my head know that there is a place on the other side of today that will bring us a magical day! Heaven we call it. Bliss. For some, it could come faster than others. We all have loved ones we miss. and for my cousin, I do not want his time to be now. My heart cries out for angels to minister to them. I write so that you will pray for them. Place the need on your alter if you are familiar with it.
What brought all this to my mind was that I don’t really think he is too worried about superficial stuff right now and I don’t think his family is either. They need a miracle and if I know them, they believe in one!! And let’s just say it, I know one can be given. When I pace back and forth in my kitchen, running back and forth in my busy obsessed life, I stop myself for a moment and I try to catch all the things going on in my head so it will stop spinning. Some people receive shock therapy for this. Well, did in the 60’s.
My book, my kids, my bank account, my health, my husband, my dogs, my mom, my mascara, my ministry…..blah….blah….blah. We fail to realize is that when we offer a prayer up to someone, and then move on about the day with work, rules, kids and school, doing nothing to really reach out to them then we are missing the point! I am all for privacy and success in life but what if you were told life was going to end soon. I am not 100% sure what I can do for them right at this very moment except make that one phone call to see what I can do. ACTION! Whether it is food, money, help with the kids or just to listen while they talk, (or not talk…) at least they know I LOVE THEM. I know that I have a moral right to say it out loud and I do not care who reads my mail. I love you cousin and I know that it will be ok.
Will call ASAP.